tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80264514446763193992024-02-02T16:36:10.749-08:00Beyoncé is real... and so is HIVNot a health blog. No. Not really. Poz Boy PHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03188700027743670197noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8026451444676319399.post-57064127087250380072013-10-30T04:44:00.002-07:002013-10-30T04:44:49.660-07:00The Gay Porn GIFs and HIV<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello! It's been a long time since my last post and I just want you to know that I'm doing fine. It's going to be my third CD4 test tomorrow and I am not too excited about it. I don't know. It was not just like the feeling of my first and or second test I had. I'm just hoping that everything would be as fine as before. I'm rooting for more than 600 this time. Right. I should stop. There's nothing much to talk about myself for the past few months. </div>
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1. When you ask for CF1 from the HR and the HR personnel asked what it is for</div>
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2. When you call a hot nurse to refill your meds</div>
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3. When you cannot increase your CD4 cells</div>
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5. When you're having a burning sensation from the Efavirenz</div>
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6. Remembering you have meds to take you didn't take</div>
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7. When you finally understand your doctor about HIV stuff</div>
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8. When that itch on skin attacks</div>
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10. When you're wishing for continued increase of CD4</div>
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Poz Boy PHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03188700027743670197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8026451444676319399.post-89659576799819925262013-05-12T05:11:00.001-07:002013-05-12T05:11:56.244-07:00Highlights Of The First Six Months Living With HIV<div style="text-align: center;">
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Opening the confirmatory HIV result<br />
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Keeps asking "WHY ME??!?"</div>
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Over thinking of health status</div>
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Fucking scared I want to kill myself</div>
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When your friends start looking through your stuff they might find out your meds</div>
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Getting nervous on next month's CD4 counting</div>
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CD4 went up from 196 to 454 and I was like "what?"</div>
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It's already 6:06 PM Manila time, I know that I could have posted earlier in tribute to World AIDS Day but the I've been busy sleeping all day. I mean, ALL DAY! That means I just realized that I should be doing a quick tribute to a special day for us but this is not an obligatory post.<br />
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Today is World AIDS Day and today's post is a quick recap of what I've been to for the past 2 months after HIV diagnosis.<br />
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I can still remember the day when I was diagnosed with HIV gave me a mini heart attack opening the HIV result that turned out to be REACTIVE (and yes, in capital letters as if they were screaming at me rubbing it in my face). </div>
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That very moment when the counselor told me what's happening, I <i>thought</i> 'no, you must be kidding me. I can't have this! Is this some sort of a reality show? This is not funny! Do. Not. Look. At. Me. That. Way! I AM NOT POSITIVE!!! JESUS, I AM GONNA BURN THIS CLINIC! NOT FAIR!!! FUCK YOU!' </div>
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I wasn't shocked, really. Because I already knew that what I've done before would eventually lead on to this. It's like: 'Annie lighted up the candle and the candle glowed in the dark'. The idea is so simple that you can easily generate conclusion from a simple argument. However, I am in denial. That makes a big difference if you know what I mean. 'Annie lighted up the candle and the candle spew out water making it impossible to get burnt and so the candle is definitely invincible, no melting.'</div>
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And things are getting clearer and clearer each day and it becomes more painful to accept that I do now belong to the people living with HIV. HIV was something that I thought I wouldn't get. Then it all boils down to tracing back the people I had sex with. I feel like murdering the entire human race and simultaneously bursting into ugly tears that has got to mean something.</div>
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I feel like I am already worn out and very sick. I don't know what to do and how I would continue living like a normal person. I drank. I smoked. I didn't do drugs though. I have gone to church which is very surprising because for 5 years, I chose to be an atheist. I just don't know who to turn to. I don't know who to talk to. My first twitter post was "Can I talk to you? :(" It was devastating. I can't even sleep at night. I feel so unimportant. I feel neglected. I feel so ugly. </div>
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They are just pretty virus. I can still live whether they are in me or not. Yes, regrets are considered. However, these virus stay with us forever. What to do now is to accept the reality that these virus are not going away. I learned how to forgive. I learned how to celebrate life. I learned how to be friend with it. No more fighting because fighting against it will just turn into hatred. More hatred, the lower the hope. </div>
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Today is the day of my 6th blog post. Today is my 2nd month 5th day of my diagnosis. Today, I am still alive. Today is World AIDS Day. And today, I'll be celebrating life. </div>
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Telling yourself "These pills should better work!"</div>
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<i>"I am HIV positive"</i></div>
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Poz Boy PHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03188700027743670197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8026451444676319399.post-42827905771266966472012-10-30T07:01:00.001-07:002012-10-30T07:01:20.625-07:00Random StuffWhat if H.I.V just prepares us to becoming a Spider Man? Just what if? We just need to be strong enough endure symptoms to be the chosen one. And if we toughed it out, then we'd all be Spider Man!!!<br />
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When I first learned about my status, the first thing that comes to my mind is 'death'. My sister and I talked about how scared I am dying without proving my self worth living in this world. I told her that before dying, I must/should:</div>
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1. <b>Be Rich.</b> As in Zobel-Ayala-Gokongwie-Tan-Fucking-Rich. Who wouldn't want to get rich anyway?</div>
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2. <b>Be Fucking Gorgeous.</b> That built body. Enhanced face. Smooth silky glowing shining shimmering splendid sparkling skin. Face that is all over lifestyle magazines and glossy papers.</div>
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3. <b>Be In Loved.</b> My frustration, apparently. I'm gay and it's really hard to find someone who will love you all your life. Forever. 5ever. 6ever.</div>
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That's just a shortlist though. Of course, we'll never get to an end if I'm going to enumerate them one by one. But anyway, going back to dying, I thought of dying with AIDS, or just commit suicide. But the Universe says "no, hold it back there! Take these awesome pills and you'll live happilly ever after".</div>
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And since<i> madali akong kausap</i>, I said 'Okay! Yehey!'.</div>
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And to end this nonsensical post, I'm excerpting a lyric from 'Stand Up'.</div>
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I remember when I was not a pozzie yet, my razors are just all over the bathroom. There's this one time when I badly needed a shave, I picked one up preparing a slight upward hagod from lower left lip to lower right lip, very close to my face now and BAAAM!!! A sudden whiff of vagina just intruded my nose! It's real and I know that it came from someone's vagina! I smelled one before, anyway! Too much information here now. Let's proceed.</div>
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So there, keep your razors out of sight as someone might use your contaminated razor and it's risking your <i>pakielamerang </i>relative making him/her another positive. And it's not my intention that it just actually rhymed.</div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b> My thoughts about HIV / AIDS when I don't have it yet in bullets:</b></span></div>
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<li><span style="font-family: inherit;">Good looking people don't have HIV / AIDS (with a big exemption to Wanggo). </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: inherit;">No way I'm getting it, seriously. I'm young, therefore, I'm invincible. Snap snap!</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: inherit;">Only few people have it: Blacks. Drag queens from the West. Idiots and junkies.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: inherit;">I don't do drugs! I will not get it.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: inherit;">A cure will be coming out soon so stop panicking!</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span><span style="font-family: inherit;">GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE DON'T HAVE HIV / AIDS.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: inherit;">Where did it come from, anyway?</span></li>
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That day, 25th of September 2012, when I had my first ever HIV test, I was kinda' preparing myself a stereotypical reaction like that of an actor making <i>hugot </i>of emotions to showcase it in a certain scene and it should be followed accordingly.<br />
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<i>and dance... dance... dance... outside the clinic</i></div>
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And the time has finally come. The moment of truth. The counselor handed me an envelope containing the test results of HIV. Dub-dub. Dub-dub. Dub-dub. Dub-dub. I open it with my fragile shaky hands<i>.</i></div>
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<b><i>HIV 1 REACTIVE</i></b></div>
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